Fixing my inner self

Hey guys, here is my story.

26 years old and I've lived a terrible life thus far. Drinking, drugs, women... Always chasing the next dopamine hit. Only living for fun and pleasure. Trying to find fulfillment in that world has only led me to more disappointment. The Buddha's words ring truer than ever. I am almost a month sober now and things are starting to flood back.

Now I'm unemployed and without a purpose. My life is empty. My mind is in disarray. Constant negative thoughts and even contemplating suicide. But I will not kill myself.

I don't even know who I am anymore.

How do I change my life and live correctly? How do I start to follow the right path?

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